Im literally so high right now so bare with me.

This week has actually been pretty good. I will now explain why; So last week I think I was experiencing a lot of issues literally because I wasn't leaving the house. I was really trying to do things during the day, and a lot of what I was doing was healthy, and in the hopes of keeping myself entertained, but I wouldn't vacate my home all day long. However this weekend I actually had things to do so I went back to my dads house and almost immediately felt better, solely because I knew I had things to do, as well as plenty of time to sit and rot away in my room. 

Today (Saturday) my friends who were juniors when I was a senior finally graduated, so yesterday I got to see my friend Mya for her graduation party     -some of my other friends were there too-and that was really nice to just be able to sit and talk and catchup with everyone. BUT earlier that day my sister and I went into the amish part of PA and got coffee and stopped at this cute greenhouse and it was also just very nice seeing Pennsylvania and getting out of the house for a little joyride (with coffee). Today was ALSO good. I had an interview in the morning which I honestly think went pretty well, the very nice lady who interviewed me said shed let me know on Monday whether or not I got it but fingers crossed cause money is always a good plus to the Summer. However I'm fucking stupid because, for those who don't know, when you interview at Starbucks they offer to give you a free drink (I know this because this is the second time Ive been interviewed by them) and I literally LIED I lied and said "No thank you I already had coffee this morning :) " BITCH NO YOU DIDNT AND YOU ALSO WANT THAT COFFEE! Whatever its in the past but Im going to loose my mind I haven't had coffee in over 24 hours and I don't know how much longer Ill make it (Im a white queer man its my birthright). Then after that I went to another one of my friends graduation party which was ALSO very fun. I got to talk to her grandparents who I hadn't seen in like two years and I hadn't even seen her in almost a year so I was practically giddy the entire time. 

Anyways so Im feeling pretty good at the moment, Ive been keeping busy, feeling very excited about returning to college, and just enjoying myself as a person which is always a nice feeling.  So now is time to talk media as I have been consuming like crazy recently. In terms of fashion, Ive been really loving Enya Umanzor's style like a lot recently. Ive really like this very specific like, beachy, North Carolina, catholic, Lana Del Rey, siren vibe (that sentence was insufferable) and her style very much embodies it in the best way. However this also gives gender envy cause I know I have too much testosterone to pull it off, no matter how much people call me a twink, I still cant see myself as feminine enough to pull it off in the way I want. I also just love Enya so. Another fashion related thing I ashamedly have loved Mugler's Spring/Summer 2022 collection despite Bella Hadid's involvement who seems to turn me away from almost anything. I tend to like more gritty, almost dirty -aesthetically- fashion, but this collection's ultra-fem shaping of their models, the huge hoops, the car (you know what Im talking about) it just all collectively feels very retro-futuristic and I can never hate that. Im gonna be honest Im really bad with descriptive words, ill work on it, but I hope you can get the gist of what Im trying to say. 

For music Im going to be a male manipulator and recommend anyone who hasn't yet to listen to Trick by Alex G. I know the general consensus is to love him but pretend you're better than that music, but I'm better than you, and can admit that Mary, Change, and Advice are some of the most beautiful songs. Please email me if you want to lie and tell me that Im wrong. 

Ok at this point Im done writing and I want to play Minecraft so Im gonna start wrapping it up. Overall, I feel pretty good. Ive been really trying to actually do things when I can, Ive been skating more, smoking less, and listening to a healthy mix of Alex G, Deftones, and SZAs new releases. I hope you're all doing well, feeling good, not being too hard on yourself, and masterbating whenever you get the chance. I love you, I write new things every Saturday, post on Sundays, keep an eye on my Instagram @ christianreidfashion or Tiktok @ christianreidmironovic where I have posted absolutely nothing yet but plan to soon cause I have some cray cray ideas. 

~Christian Reid Mironovic